#38

so i spent the whole morning thinking about my so-called life, looking into new schools for transferring, and completing capital one requirements. [i’ve only been awake for an hour and a half] with a belly filled with a beef patty—yes, only one—i think I’ve made up my mind on what to do with the rest my college career. i need to make some major changes in my life. typically, i’d have absolutely no idea on where to start, but this time, i almost positive i’m on the right track. let’s see how this turns out; the only way to go is up from here.

ugly girls have to be nice; it’s a good thing my girls and i are pretty, because our attitudes suck. kay said it best—i did steal it from her. my true few are definitely within arm’s reach; naica’s living back in brooklyn and going to baruch, i have sarah and bianca at city tech with me, and my karla has never gone anywhere. dominique is on her way back to philly, but i will definitely make it out there to see my best friend in her new apartment.

i spent wednesday with deeds. i did her hair, then we went to get mine done. then dinner at silver spurs—panini's and onion rings—and a stroll through union square. of course, we saw france [gag] and she bought herself the breakfast at tiffany’s dvd –on sale—to get her mind off of him. green tea lemonade at starbucks and laughing about asshole boyfriends; our un-biological sisterly bond is amazing.

the hair’s holding up pretty well. i’m still somewhat confused about the color. i think i might need to throw a bit of pink in it? we’ll see.

i’m cleaning the bathroom later. yay me . . .